guidebooks

I wish there are guidebooks for life.. Where it tells you all the truths in life.. Where it lets you know that there is no such things as a straight road... life is a roller coaster with seat belts to always keep you safe

Lately I felt like my seat belt is becoming loose... as a friend said I have been beating around the bush with my decisions... Unsure of what to do and what i actually want regards to both relationship and school.

I dreamt of big things that i could achieve 'things' rather than 'a thing'... but never figure out what do i really want...
This is not the first time Ive heard of this but just never bother to take notice. As time goes by I've realised that I have confused my own self even more to the point that i need to think clearly for what I stand for.. What i want to do with my life and be my own navigator of life as God intended us to be. To follow the basic rules of life while still keeping a sense of My own identity.

without doubt this is said easier than done. But one has to try..

The big question is that... HOW??

btw... writting this in the midst of my korean class...